I was such a sheltered child that I don’t feel like I’m prepared for the difficulties of the real world. The smallest things to other people give me the most unnerving anxiety attacks. I wish I was more exposed to the harsh realities of life so that I’m not left defenseless when thrown into this wilderness.
LOL didnt expect that
I can’t feign ignorance anymore. I’m no longer a child, I know the financial burden that is on my parents shoulders. I cannot be selfish, I cannot be greedy, I know that. I know how difficult life is and how hard it is to survive in it. I must help lighten the load on their strained shoulders and that is why I must strive, strive to become successful, in order for them to live the rest of their lives with no stress. The stress of putting food on the table, a roof over our heads, and clothes on our backs. As children, we lose sight of what matters most, the people we love, the people who sacrifice so much for us, the people who work so hard and deal with so much hardships for our future. We forget to love them, appreciate them, and respect them. Show some love and compassion to your parents, for they won’t always be around.
I’ve learned so many things in my communications class. I have yet to apply it. I need to learn to not let things get to me. To be professional and let no one crack the mask I put on my face. That’s what it’s like to be professional, to be respectable, to be proper to show that nothing phases you and approach the situation accordingly. I can’t seem to do that, my emotions always get the best of me, maybe that’s the childish side of me. There’s no mask, you could read every expression, every non-verbal form of communication I show. I need to improve.
The difference between me and you is that even after a break up, I don’t become some bitter bitch. I don’t turn against you..I don’t go airing out your dirty laundry. That’s what you do. I trust whomever I’m with to always keep what happened between us, between us. It’s not for the world to know, but apparently you didn’t agree with that. Well I hope you grow up and learn that, pouting like a child when you don’t get what you want, does not work in the real world.
Why do you have to make things so difficult? Why can’t you be mature like him? Why must it be the extremes for you? Why does it have to be this or that? Can’t it just be a compromise? Do you even know how to compromise? You make life so difficult, so frustrating, so tiring.. I use to just give in to ease everyones suffering of your childish tantrums but now I’ve learned to put up with them because you’re becoming a spoiled child. One thing about life everyone needs to learn is that you will not always get what you want.
